I love it when I’m here…I just think. I think about where my life started and where I see it going. I’ve had a lot of time off since I’ve been sick and it’s been such a peaceful time for me surprisingly. I mean of course I’ve been coughing, sneezing and whatnot all over the place but it’s been so revitalizing.
I’ve been thinking about the fact that I’m on like my 3rd or 4th life as an artist lol… I mean I have some work out there that people have never heard, I have a story that so many people don’t know. I’ve had to fight for my freedom and really earn my self-respect. I know you’re probably asking, “How do you earn your self-respect?” but for me I have to really feel like I’m working hard towards a goal. If I don’t feel like I’m putting in enough work or effort or whatever it is, I just feel… useless (for a lack of better words). I have a friend that is awesome and he really has helped challenge the idea of my life purpose and I feel like within the past year that has been made so clear to me.
One day you guys will understand but I’ll tell you this, each and every one of you that asks me about my music, continues to support me and really are affected positively by my work thus far keep me wanting to push forward. I never really sit down to thank you and right now, while I’m sitting here at this tea house, I want to say thank you. You are a wonderful gift to my life and I hope my music can be that for you as well.
“Dedicated” will be out this year, no matter what challenges I have to overcome. I will give you quality EVERYTIME I put out my art. I will give you my truth and my heart EVERYTIME you hear a record from me. This is a promise I vow to keep. I love you guys and want you to continue spreading your love and light to others, no matter how hard it is to love these nutter butters in these crazy streets xoxo ❤